I take way too many pictures of myself.
Autophobia: the fear of being alone or oneself.
I feel like I have it sometimes.
Well, not completely but it happens.
I hate winter, well, most of it anyways.
I feel the most alone during winter because people don’t go out as much in the cold. And also the fact that I just tend to push people away. I don’t know why I do it but it happens.
I’m so afraid of being alone.
I feel really weird. Its scary. I don’t know why though.
Ever since I was little, its just happened.
I get sick, really sick sometimes. I start dry-heaving.
Its just something that happens.
I try to stay as close to people as possible during these months.
I try to get out my house as much as possible to be with friends or when I have no other choice and I’m home, I actually spend time with my family.
I just get really sad being alone.
I get really paranoid, like I’m being watched.
I don’t think I’d like to be alone in the future.
Its weird ‘cause I basically raised myself alone. My parents were always working.
i swear, girls nowadays will put a heart after everything.
you see statuses such as:
- had a great time ♥
- i want food ♥
- today’s boring ♥
- in the kitchen ♥
- i did all my chores ♥
- cleaning the bathroom ♥
- blehhh, so sick ♥
- i lost my shirt ♥
pretty soon, you’re gonna see this:
- took a major shit ♥
- taking a pee ♥
My inner douche is showing.
Is it normal to just mentally bash the shit out of someone just from seeing their name written on your computer screen?
I just can’t stand it, I’m a crazy mo’fucka.
I’m can also be very jealous.
Resisting the urge to be a douche and make a stupid comment.
Yeah, I can control myself.
Most people just hate me.
& Its not even a “they get to know me then hate me thing”, its a “they have never even spoken to me in their life and they hate me” kinda thing.
I have never actually done anything against these people, but they just hate me.
I don’t fucking understand.
If you’re gonna hate me, get to know me first and I’ll give you a reason to.